I’ve always been an anxious guy. When presented with new information, my mind will construct all kinds of elaborate worst-case scenarios, then replay them on loop until I shut down my brain through distraction, sleep, or (more often than not) beer. I’ve been in and out of therapy for years, and until recently was taking a SSRI for generalized anxiety
About a year ago, I discovered Headspace. I was initially skeptical but figured anything that could help combat the constant swirl of fear and worry was worth a try.
Fast forward one year later. I’ve managed to meditate using Headspace every day for 365 days. I’ve tapered off the meds, reduced my number of my therapy sessions, and am at least somewhat better at pulling myself out of self-destructive tailspins. I’m certainly not free from anxiety, but I am better equipped to deal with it.
Like any habit, the tough part is sticking with it. I’m no monk or guru, but I know what helps me meditate every day. If you’re looking to make meditation a daily habit, here are some tips that might help.
I always thought that meditating meant sitting for hours in silence, but you’re more likely to actually do it if you choose a short, realistic goal. I picked 20 minutes. Some days I only did 10, but I never put any pressure on myself to do more than 20.
This may not be true for everyone, but morning is when I have the most control over my time. It also feels good to put yourself in the right frame of mind going into your day. Plus, if I didn’t do it early in the day, I would sometimes get anxious about not having meditated yet… you see how my mind works.
If morning just isn’t convenient for you, I’d recommend choosing a specific time you have free every day—your lunch break for instance. You might switch it up sometimes, but having meditation regularly built into your daily schedule helps a lot.
Unlike exercising your body, you don’t get sweaty exercising your mind. So you can do it in your normal clothes, wherever you happen to be, and move on to the rest of your day. Here’s a list of some of the places I trained my mind in 2015:
You might assume that to meditate, you have to find a quiet place. But I found I could meditate in any place where the noise was consistent—meaning there might be some noise, but because it didn’t change, I could tune it out.
One Sunday morning, I was meditating across the street from a preacher giving a loud sermon over a megaphone. My initial response was to tense up and think, “This is ruining my meditation!” But then I realized the megaphone made his voice muffled, kind of like the adult voices in Charlie Brown cartoons. Once I accepted that the voice was part of my environment, I was able to tune it out and go on with my practice.
However, if people are having audible conversations around you, that’s tough. Maybe try somewhere else.
This was the number one factor in maintaining my daily habit. Once I committed to meditating every day, I didn’t want to break my streak. Headspace has little badges that mark your progress: 1 Day, 3 Days, 10 Days, 15 Days, 30 Days, 90 Days. 180 Days. 365 Days. For me, this was a hugely powerful motivator. (I also liked the cartoon images of a brain lifting up progressively heavier objects.) After every session, I’d check my streak number. This became a positive feedback loop. I’d meditate, check my streak number, and take a little pride in moving forward. The streak is your friend.
Some days, I couldn’t do my full 20-minute session. It happened when I was traveling, or sick, or just didn’t have the energy. On those days, I’d do a mini session. I’d meditate for about half my normal length and just do the basics: deep breaths, checking in with the senses and the body and following the rhythm of my breath.
That is totally fine. A big part of combatting anxiety is being kind to yourself, so it doesn’t pay to beat yourself up if you can’t stick to a perfect schedule all the time. Just do a little bit, enough to keep your streak going, and pick it back up tomorrow.
I recommend using the “Unguided 10 Minutes” session for these days. Sometimes I’d even do slightly less than 10 minutes and fast-forward through the rest. It’s a bit of a cheat, but it kept my streak intact, which kept me going for the next day, and that’s what matters.
If your brain is half as self-critical as mine, your first thought will be, “I’m terrible at this. My mind’s just not built for meditation.” But that’s kind of the point. Meditation is practice. It’s training. And when you’re training, it’s ok to mess up.
There’s a meditation technique called noting. If your mind wanders off, you’re supposed to pause, note what distracted you, and let it go. When I first tried this, every time I caught myself getting distracted, I got angry. “Crap! I’m distracted!” I’d think, “I suck at meditation!” But realizing you’re distracted is the point. So every time you mess up, you’re actually moving forward.
I used to juggle, and one of my juggling teachers said, “If you’re not dropping, you’re not learning.” That’s the gist.
It’s easy to imagine meditation as very self-focused. And it can be that way at times. But by taking care of your own mind, and treating it well, you’re more likely to treat others well. You’re developing skills like acceptance, patience, and empathy, which are qualities that will benefit the people you care about.
So if you don’t feel motivated to meditate for yourself, remember that doing it could help those around you.
Meditation is a wonderful thing, but it’s not a silver bullet. Even if you do meditate every day, you’re still going to feel anxious, stressed, and sad sometimes. Occasionally I’ll find myself in a negativity spiral and think, “This isn’t fair! I’m meditating every day!” (You can see I still have some room for improvement.)
The point is, feelings like stress and anxiety are part of life. Meditation isn’t going to get rid of them. But it gives me the tools to recognize those feelings when they arise and deal with them in a healthy, constructive way.
Meditation is not something you do for a year, or two years or five years, and then you’re “cured.” It’s a thing you continue to practice and improve throughout your whole life. So rather than thinking ahead to how you’re hoping to feel later, try to enjoy your meditation sessions for what they are right now—little moments where you get to be calm and still, and take a break from the craziness of your regular life.
I started this post by declaring myself an anxious guy. But I’ve learned that identity isn’t quite that fixed. I’m just a guy, who has anxious feelings sometimes. And thanks to meditation, I’m better able to deal with those feelings than I was before. I’m still just at the very beginning of the journey, and I have a lot more learning (and messing up) to do.
The author of this post is an editorial contributor to Headspace. These are their views, experiences and results and theirs alone. This contributor was paid for their writing.